Sunday, November 28, 2010

why are you going to music camp!
why are you keep appearing in front of me
i wanted to get rid of you so badly
even just a single day.
just before i leave co.
this camp is my only hope. PLEASE. D:
i cant do well i feel uncomfortable i play it like shit when you're with me
i have no confidence in front of you.
your technique your volume
i lose, right?
so freaking tired of getting a j like you
i lost all my strength all my tears
youre like putting tonnes of pressure on me.
i aint perfect, im a loser, everyone is leaving
im drowning
im collapsing
im dying
im done
get a life, azq.


i aint a natural. stop throwing high expectation on me.
feel like shit right now